work at the moment

sometimes its effortless and sometimes its still like lifting wieghtes.
the boys rile me but dont seem to conspire against me yet.
mabe its casu i'm an adult
not a peer to devour
lucked out.

three step process

of the fellings to.

i thought everything was a three step process.
how glad i was to find it was often more or less.
at times conspiring against you to take small peices to burn.
but at times building thought upon thought to really hit the mark.
resulting in a current of;
change.
energy.
possibility.
undoubtedly not of conception.
reseting before,
often,
fulfillment.

new dictonary meanings for old things

ghost's conciousness' are our bacteria. not really the last stop on the way out, but rather the first evolutionary step on the way in. maybe the less reality the better.